♥ Wednesday, 7 April 2010
i've not been crying so terribily for so long. today its the worst. i upset someone who loves me so much. i said things shuldnt be said to him. 我已经死过很多次了. he is someone great but i jux dunnoe how to appreciate him. even after quarell, he would still ask have i eaten, etc... SEE? isnt he's great? 我连猪狗都不如. but im going tell myself i wanna change into someone better. after today incident, im so afraid of losing him, i cant do without him. imagine my life without him. i guess it will be miserable and horrible. from colorful life to life tats full of darkness... i really love u alot my dear. i'll try to control my horrible "awesome" temper from now on.
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4/07/2010 09:25:00 pm